Sorry guys!!

To all my supportive readers,
I'm taking a hiatus from the story. I have too much university stress and I had already applied for a part time job to get me started in my career. I know this isnt fair at all that I got you all hooked up in my story then I back out but please understand I hate this as much as you do.

If you want to find a good read, here are some websites I recommend where I have read some of my favourite online novels:

www.quizilla.teennick.com
www.fanfiction.net/book
www.fictionpress.com
www.Wattpad.com


Thank you all for your support. I hope you appreciate my situation.
I'm truly sorry for this.

Yours Faithfully,
M7amad bin Ghlaita

Secrets Better Untold: Part 4

I appologise for not posting yesterday. University is quite a thing :p I won't be able to post daily but I'll try my best to, if not two to three days maximum.
Anyway enough of my blabbers, enjoy!

------

"On your knees" the man shouted. Fa6oom was crying so much. No more, no more please! 

The man grabbed her hair and pushed her down. "Do it!"

She sighed at the sight of yet another dangling dick in front of her.  

The man was standing on the bed and watched her slowly slide his dick in her mouth. 

"Suck me baby"

She was very close to barfing at the  repulsing taste of the organ lying on her tongue. She started to groan against it. This has been her fifth sucking of the day. Her dad and his pimp friends have gotten a huge number of clients for blow jobs only. And that was Fa6oom's profession of the day.

"Louder  7abeeby"

Fa6oom twirled her tongue around it routinely and the man started to moan aloud. He was in the air. He can feel the sweat roll down his forehead and his breaths increasing. His whole body felt numb with the pleasure. 

Something grumbled in Fa6oom's stomach and she suddenly dropped the cock out of her mouth and rolled across the bed aiming for the bathroom. But before she can realise it her entire stomach flipped and last nights cake came soaring out of her mouth in the form of half digested puke. 

"Aa3 balach enti?!" the naked man shouted jumping off the bed to avoid the vomit.

She didn't reply but hurried to the bathroom to empty the rest of what her stomach held.

When she came out five minutes later the man was gone. Her father was standing there at the door with an unbelievably furious expression. 

"You just lost us a client!"

"Mb mshklty baba I couldn't holding it in"

He just grabbed her from her arm and pushed her against the wall. He held her hair and crashed her face into the wall. Blood exploded from her nose and she can feel her upper lip burn with pain. He kept pulling her back and pushing her into the wall until she was screaming her lungs out with ache.

He turned her so that he can look into her terrified eyes.

"Enough? Or didn't you learn yet. I'm bringing the next guy in. Are you gonna do this or more hitting?"

Without replying she just dropped from his grip and fell to the floor, unconscious.

----------

A7mad stood waiting in front of the bathrooms at the mall as Meera hurriedly entered for a quick call of nature. She found that her phone had a few messages from Saif. She had missed his voice and so just clicked the call button.

"Hey baby" she whispered.

"Hallah wallah. Missed ya girl. Why won't you answer my texts"

"I'm with a7mad at the movies I couldn't sorry"

"I hate the idea of you guys going out together alone"

"What's that I'm sensing in your tone?"

Saif laughed, "I'll help you guess what I'm feeling. It starts with J and ends with ealousy"

"Haha fdaaitk. You know I only belong to you baby. A7mad's like my brother and you know that!"

"Yeah I know you guys are pretty close, I was just kidding around. Okay then I'll let you enjoy your time".

Meera sighed, "I only enjoy time with you"

Saif laughed that arrogant laugh that sent butterflies exploding in her stomach.

"I love you" he whispered.

"Me too '3anati"

She hung up feeling all love sick inside then hurried out to A7mad. 

"What took so you long"

"Nothing I was just umm nothing".

"Okay. Meerooh keeping a secret from me. New" he laughed.

"Ugh how can you read me so easily. I'll just tell you when I'm ready, for now whatever".

She hasn't ever kept anything from him. Except the thing about Fa6oom but that wasn't her story to tell a9lan. 

"Okay, fine for now. Hey wanna go try the iFly thing again?"

--------- 

7amoody was crying loudly his voice echoing in 5alid's ear.

"Okay 7abeeby daddy's here shhh now baby"

He held his weeping son in one arm and threw the fridge door open with the other. There was nothing relevant to feed a child in there. He hurried over to the cupboards.

7amoody's cries were louder her started to practically scream in his father's ears. 

"Yalla ok my love I'm finding you something oh look Weetabix that's good right?" 

The phone suddenly started to ring. "Oh shit. Mr Ghanim! I forgot to email him the PowerPoint!"

5alid dropped the cereal on the table and hurried to the phone.

"7amoody please shut up for just one second!"

The kid just kept screaming harder but 5alid got the phone and answered. 

"Hallah Mr Ghanim! I'm so sorry but.."

7amoody started to squirm in her father's grip until 5alid gently dropped him on the floor. He started to pull at his father's kandora and continued to shriek at the top of his voice.

"I can't email you now I'm really busy Sir"

"The clients are coming in an hour. They are very interested in buying the share"

"I understand but as you can hear I'm in quite a situation right now!"

"Sorry 5alid but I don't understand. I want that PowerPoint sent to me within in five minutes and in an hour I wanna see you here in the office".

"Sir I really can't. Get some one to take over for me please"

"5alid that wasn't a suggestion. That was an order". And he hung up instantly.

"Shit!"

He picked 7amoody up and ran back to the kitchen. 5alid's theory: Nothing can be done when a child is crying. 

7amoody quieted down at the sight of his eating chair.  5alid slopped him into it and hurried to get a glass of milk. The phone rang again suddenly and the bottle of milk slipped from 5alid's grip and crashed across the kitchen floor, liquid splashing every where.

7amoody wailed again with the sound of the crashing glass but 5alid just ran and got the phone punching the answer button quickly.

"Ya?"

He hurried back to the kitchen and pulled 7amoody into his arms.

"Aloo?" No reply. "Anyone there?"

He hung up and held his son tight as he got a towel and dropped it onto the mess. He stepped on the towel and moved his legs to wipe the milk. 7amoody was still crying so cleaning was so not on his list right now. He pulled another bottle of milk and quickly poured it into a bowl and crushed a bar of Weetabix in too.

He propped 7amoody on the chair again and started to forcefully spoon feed him saying to himself, "Goddamit Reemooty how much I need you sometimes"

---------

Meanwhile,

S3eed moved his hands down to her waist and she giggled. Immediately after lunch they had hurried back to the car and s3eed was now lying on top Reem in the back seat having their famous usual make out session after every date. 

Reem pushed her lips towards him and he locked his against her's. She smiled and he caught her lower lip between his lips and bit her delicately. She pressed her tongue inside his mouth then he twisted his head to one side as he pushed his tongue against her's. She let her fingers run through his hair but he just kept hold of her waist.

S3eed suddenly stopped and got up. 

"Hey I'm not done", Reem objected but she also got up and sat sat straight.

"If I go on I'm gonna get hard"

"What's wrong with that?"

S3eed smiled and gave her a quick kiss, she held his face and tried to smooch it into a French kiss but S3eed pulled away.

"I'm taking my mom and sister's to dinner remember? Can't be hard on occasions like that" he smirked.

Reem laughed. "Fine. I'm hungry for ice-cream"

"Ma 6labti" he smiled and pounced to the front seat. "Let me drive back to the entrance and you'll go back in for pink berry ok?"

---------

5alid emailed his boss the power point and had quickly dressed up and was now in the office with 7amoody in his lap. He had left the kitchen a mess and so hoped his wife wouldn't be back anytime soon.

Mr Ghanim wasn't proud to see 5alid enter the meeting with a child in his arms but the clients had all gotten up and squeezed the kid with hugs and kisses so Ghanim let it go for now.

"We have three branches and are hoping to open a fourth with you" 5alid spoke professionally while ruffling 7amoody's hair.

"Is there a possibility of expanding one of the existing branches?"

"In five or six years maximum the business should be able to expand with flexibility and the ..."

5alid was interrupted by 7amoody's sudden  scream. He noticed that his son's face had a swelling all over it that hadn't been there two minutes ago. 7amoody's crying was weird like he couldn't breathe.

"Oh my god!" the client screamed.

"What's going on?!" Mr Ghanim demanded.

5alid just picked his son up and hugged him tight. He looked into his face and suddenly started to freak out and his hands were trembling uncontrollably.

"Some on call a doctor!" Mr Ghanim ordered.

"Does he have any allergies" the client asked.

"I d-don't know!" 

7amoody started to cough and his face started to go purple.

"What did he have for lunch?" the client must have been a mother for she asked quite reasonable questions. 

"Weetabix" 5alid started to pace the room in nervousness patting his son's back helplessly.

"Oh shit he must be allergic to Wheat! Sir get him to a hospital his airway could be closing up!"

23 seconds later 5alid had jumped into his car and was blindly driving to the nearest hospital.

--------

Okay so I have changed the commenting settings so that anyone can comment. Even if you don't have an account you can click Anonymous in the bar bellow the commenting space and leave me something that would make my day :) Thank you!

Secrets Better Untold: Part 3

11:30 am Saturday Morning

Fa6oom woke up with a terrible headache. She walked out of her room dazedly. 

"9ba7 al 5air", she greeted when she saw her mother in the kitchen.

Her mom didn't reply.

"Omy?" she looked into her face and saw that her mother was crying. 

Fa6oom immediately knew that her dad had come back.

She also started to cry with the thought of that monster again. Her father was a drinker and a very bad man.

He abused her mother in front of her ever since she was a child. But to Fa6oom she will always hate him for that day 4 years ago.

He had told her he was going to take her to some place fun. Promising that she was going to enjoy her night. She was only 14 then. He had taken her to an apartment and handed her over to a man she assumed to be in his fifties. Her father was exchanged a huge sum of money. He had left the apartment assuring her he would be back soon. The man she remained with was large. It hurt like hell. When she ran away from there an hour later to hail a taxi and go back home, she was no longer that innocent virgin.

Now she quickly called Meerooh. "He's back!" she screamed into the phone.

Meera had only waken up to the sound of her ringing phone. She and a7mad had stayed up until 4 am talking and laughing as usual. 

She replied in her husky exhausted morning voice. "Mno?"

"Sho rayech?" she shouted and quickly entered the bathroom and locked herself in.

"Oh shit! Him?"

"Yeah. My mom was crying so I bet he's drunk. Even worse".

"What if this time he's not here for you. Maybe he just wants to hurt your mom or something".

"Meerooh I told you Mom said that yesterday the bank called and informed her that her husband's account has two hundred dirhams only. Of course he's here for me. He needs the money and god knows with who he's gonna leave me!"

"Urrrgggh Fa6oom fdaaaitch walla! Why can't he just leave you guys alone. I mean it's been like what now three months since he hasn't come?"

"Yeah I know. My mom was finally going out again and laughing and talking as though nothing's wrong. I really thought he was gone!"

There was the sound of someone entering the room. "Fa6oom!!" 

"Shit it's him!" Fa6oom whispered into the phone. 

"Fa6oom run! Come over to my house or something!" 

She started to cry, "I can't I'm in the bathroom. He's here!!"

 There was loud knocking on the door. "Fa6oom I know you're in there!!" 

"Yeah baba I'm here! I'll be out in a second"

Meera on the phone, "No why did you talk?!"

"Do you want him to kill me?"

"What now Fa6oom?"

"Now number 21"

"I can't believe your keeping count of how many guys you're forced to sleep with".

"Yeah. Usually 18 year old girls would be counting how many times they got a full grade in exams. Or how many good looking guys they've seen this weekend" she sighed. "I have to go Meerooh".

"I know. Take care okay?"

"I'll try"

Fa6oom unlocked the door of the bathroom and got a sudden slap on her face making her cheek flush with the pain. 

Her father was in his early fifties with thinning black hair and an angry expression. He was a large over weight man with palms the size of her face. Imaginable how painful that slap was?

"What t-took you so l-long" he stuttered. Obviously drunk.

"Sorry"

Another slap on the other cheek. This one made her neck crack. Tears of pain rolled down her eyes.

"Let's go" he shouted. "Busy day"

---------

 "Come on tell me what's wrong", A7mad pleaded over lunch for the billionth time. Meera's parent's both left for lunch somewhere and only A7mad and she were at her house.

"I don't wanna talk about it!" 

"I'm not asking you. Just tell me!"

"Fa6oom's dad is back! There! Happy?"

A7mad knew that Bu Fa6oom was a drunkie and that he abuses his wife and daughter but he didn't know about the prostitute he had turned her into. To A7mad knowing would explain why she was so good in bed that day in the summer and why he hadn't felt her hymen. Knowing would make him feel sorry for her. But he didn't know, and he didn't pity her. She will always be that whore that wanted him all the time.

What Meera didn't know was that Fa6oom was sleeping around with guys just to calm herself down when she's in a bad mood. All that pain had made her numb to such things and it became a habit for her that even when her dad didn't force her she would find young teenage preys, like a7mad, and sleep with them. Sex made her good about herself. Made her feel like she mattered. But she was never proud enough to share this with Meera. She was always pitied  for what her dad did to her, if she ever confessed that she did it willingly she would be blamed. 

"Oh. Yeah that's shitty. I don't understand why her mother won't just file that divorce and get away from that bastard"

"She  can't. You know they need the money".

"Why don't they just live with us I mean they're practically family. She doesn't need him".

"My dad and your dad offered that before remember? Om Fa6oom wouldn't accept. And I understand, it's more complicated than just moving in with another family", Meera didn't relies the tear that escaped her eye.

A7mad got up and sat on the chair beside her. "Hey", he held her face in his palm and moved his thumb across her cheek wiping the tear drop.

"She's fine. Fa6oom is gonna be fine. Don't let it get to you like this"

Meera sighed, and thought to herself, if a7mad knows what's really happening to her. He'd excuse my drama. My friend was getting raped. And no matter how much I'll try to convince myself that I can't do anything about it, I still can't help feel the guilt of just sitting here while Fa6oom goes through all that.

"I'm sure that just in a few more months he'll get some heart attack and Fa6oom will live happily ever after"

Meera smiled at that but it faded fast.

"Come on I can't see you like this".

"I'm fine. I just hate not knowing what's happening to her. Anyway you didn't finish you're lunch".

"I know I'm leaving space for some nachos and salsa at the movies", he told her.

"Oh who are you going with?"

"You"

"A7mad, I'm not in the mood to go out". 

"Oh come on birthday girl gotta have some fun! Plus  50 cent is starring in some movie called Setup. My friend said it's worth watching"

"Tickets on you!" she jumped out of her chair and skipped to her room.

"My nachos on you then!" he called after her.

--------

Reem tiptoed out her room holding the phone to her ear. 

"No we ate in Armani last time, I'm hungry for Italian"

S3eed laughed. "You don't even need to ask 7abeebti, you just point your finger and I'll take you. By the way umm you never told me what you decided about what I asked for last night..?"

"For now just drop it. I'll bring up the topic again when I think I'm ready. For now let's just worry about where we're having lunch"

"Haha okay I understand. Anyway I'm gonna take a quick shower now and I'll be waiting in the mall in our usual meet up spot in a bit"

"Lucky you're living only 5 minutes away from the biggest mall in the middle east huh?"

"Haha yeah. But if it wasn't for traffic you're not that far away either"

"Okay I'm leaving now. I'll see you in  20 mins sa3oody"

"Okay baby see ya!" 

Reem hung up and looked at herself in the mirror. She was wearing an open abaya that showed her bright pink skinny jeans when she walked. Her head was two times it's original size with that fat football-sized hair clip that she got from dragon mart. Her shaila only covered half her head leaving the bright blond highlights of her fringe visible to all. She was proud of the eye make up she had applied. Even Picasso didn't use that many brushed and colours. The crocodile hermè bag that hung from her arms was stuffed with lots of paper just to make it look full.

"3ala wain?" 5alid asked in a husky voice.

Reem gasped and turned to see her husband who has just woken up from his afternoon nap scratching his scruffy black hair in confusion.

"I'm going out for lunch with a friend". 

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"You were sleeping 5alid don't make this a big deal"

"I'm not. I just don't know where my wife is most the day" he walked towards her and put a hand around her shoulders.

"Well now you do" she said and brushed his hands off her.

"Who's 7amoody gonna stay with?"

"You".

"Again? I have work Reemooty I can't"

"Take him with you. I told you I wanted a maid you wouldn't listen"

"We don't need maid. Fine I'll take him. But what about lunch can you grab something for us when you're coming back?"

"I'm coming late"

"Okay. Umm is there any left overs in the fridge or something? What are 7amoody and I meant to have for lunch?

"I don't know call the cafeteria for his special chicken shawarma you love those!" 

"I've been having them every single day for the past week!"

"You're gonna pick a fight over what lunch to have?"

"Yeah I mean you're my wife. That's your bit of the work!"

"5alid I'm not in the mood for your crap! Just get anything"

He cursed a little under his breath and then sighed deeply.

"You're right I'm sorry I was exaggerating. Food can be dealt with" he smiled and walked towards her. "Have fun with your friend 7ayati"

"Sure" she gave him a quick smile and walked away. 

"Where's my kiss?" he asked.

"Really 5alid you can see I'm in a hurry! Grow up already!" she snapped and left the house her mind only fixated on her Romeo s3eed.  

----

Okay a lot of people may now start saying that the plot about Fa6oom's father is too exaggerated and harsh. I am not saying that these events are real here in Dubai, I'm just creating a fictional plot out of stories we hear everyday around the world. Please don't start the 'you're givig a negative image of Dubai to your reader's' shit because that is not the case. Anyway I hope you're enjoying my story and thank you for all my beloved readers. (I didn't expect to have this many in just a few days)So yeah, Thankyou :)

Secrets Better Untold: Part 2

Okay I tried to make this one extra long in dedication to my two new fans. Thank you :D

-----

"It's Midnight" Meera smirked

"So?" Saif said teasingly 

"Okay fine you're gonna be like that look my phone is ringing let me pick it up my friends wanna wish me a happy birthday before you do"

Her blackberry torch was really ringing and she was just about to click the answer button when Saif snatched the phone and slid it across the sand.

He pushed her back and lay almost on top on her then slammed his lips against her mouth. She tilted her head to the side so that their mouths locked together. Saif pushed his tongue inside her mouth and she gasped in shock at his new move. But seconds later her tongue was twirling against his too. When they parted a few minutes later they were both breathless.

"Happy birthday Meerooh" he said between gasps.

Meera smiled and ran her fingers through his hair. "I love you"

Then she pulled him back for another kiss.

----------

"Reem it's been half an hour what the hell are you doing in there?" A7mad called. 7amood was deeply asleep and when A7mad didn't get a reply from his sister he left the room.

"Uh thank god he left" Reem whispered into the phone

S3eed laughed. "Your younger brother and you're scared of him haha!"

"Shut up! You're a guy and you just hung up on me when you're mom walked by are you sure you're 27?" she asked with a laugh

"Well how about you come over to my place again tomorrow and I'll show you my birth certificate?"

Reem laughed. "Just send a pic and I'll be satisfied"

"I can satisfy you in other ways if you'd come over"

Reem froze. Her heart starting banging inside her as though about to explode. 

"Reem I know you don't want to talk about this but you and I have been together for over a year now. I love you and you love me and we're both not ready for marriage. We've been meeting up and talking on the phone all the time. It's just one more step"

Reem didn't reply for a long minute. Her first time with 5alid in their wedding night rolled before her eyes like a movie. 

When Reem was only fifteen her parents have been talking about how she and 5alid were going to get together after she graduates. 

It's been set all through her life that it was 5alid. She never got to choose, she never got to love. They never talked on the phone or saw each other from time to time, it was never a normal teenage relationship. 

As a sense of devotion Reem didn't ever try to have a crush on any guy in high school or have feelings for someone in university. It was always just 5alid.

She wasn't disappointed when they got married. 5alid was a gentle men with good looks and a soft heart. But she never lived the role of Juliet around him.

S3eed on the other hand was funny and naughty , he made her re-live that teenage fairytale she never got. To her defence at least for once she wasn't following a schedule or plan, she was breaking rules. And she loved it.

"I need time to think" she whispered.

"Does that mean you're considering it?" S3eed exclaimed and it doesn't need a  genius to figure out that he had an ear to ear grin across his face.

"Don't be too pumped up about it. Sa3oody I need to go now okay?"

"Yeah sure 7ayati. Just give me my goodnight kiss"

"MWAAAAA7! On your lips baby"

"Aaah fdaaiatch. Reem?"

"3yoonha"

"I love you"

"I know" she teased

"Say it" 

"I love you s3eed. More than I can ever explain"

------------

"Okay everything is set except the birthday girl" a7mad's mother announced. 

"I'm calling her now" Meera's mom responded

A7mad sighed and leaded back in his chair. His heart was thumping excitedly in his chest. Meera was finally gonna understand the fire that's burning him inside. The indescribable love he has always had for her. His thoughts were disrupted by  fa6oom's sudden approach.

A7mad never minded fa6oom, she was their neighbour ever since they were kids and had grown with them like family. All until last summer when a7mad went into his room after uni and found her waiting for him. At first she was saying that she wasn't feeling okay and before a7mad could realise it they were lying in bed panting  after he had lost his virginity to her. 

Ever since then he has tried to avoid her entirely. 

"Hey a7mad" she said and sat beside him. 

"I just hi you're not gonna answer that too? How long are you planning to ignore me? My stomach's gonna grow and people are gonna ask questions"

"Wait what?!" A7amd shouted standing up. 

Fa6oom burst out laughing. "I knew that was gonna get you talking. I'm such a smart ass haha. If you only saw your face haha"

"Are you ..?"

"No I'm not pregnant, plus it's been like two months already it would show if I was".

"I don't wanna even think about it".

"Don't worry next time I will get a condom" she said in a way she was hoping was seductive then she got up and walked away.

A7mad sighed with disgust then sat back down.

---------

Saif parked his car in front of Meera's house. She was sitting in the passenger's seat and turned to face him. 

"Thank you so much Sawaf, I really had  an amazing time"

"Wait. Did you really think I didn't get my baby girl a gift?" he bent down and fiddled through the messy stuff he had all around his car and took out a bag with a black box inside. The word Chanel was carved on top. 

Meera gasped as she quickly opened the box to see a gorgeous white watch with light pink diamonds around the sides and golden shapes beneath the the ticking hands of time.

"It's beautiful! Oh Sawaf thank you so so much I love it"

He smiled "I'm glad"

She threw the watch back into the box and leant forward delicately kissing him on the lips.

She leaned back with a smile.

"I'm not done" Saif said leaning in for more.

"Later I promise. I need to go now. I'm already late"

"Okay baby. See ya!"

He watched her pounce out of the car and skip towards the door before he smiled victoriously and drove off.

---------

"SURPRISE!!" Everyone screamed suddenly and Meera jumped at the unexpected crowd singing to her. 

She can see her dad snapping quick photo's of her priceless jaw dropped face. Her mom and om a7mad were standing on one side clapping and singing in that Arabic accent that made it seem like are eighty r's in the word birthday.

Reem and fa6oom were standing bellow the banner with pretty grins across their faces. 

A7mad charged towards her just as the song ended and threw her into his arms absorbing the soft scent of her hair. 

"Happy birthday Meerooh" he said and stared into her gorgeous brown eyes for a moment before fa6oom jumped and squeezed them both in a group hug. 

She had obviously just token that opportunity to throw her self at a7mad and he got the hint immediately and squirmed away.

The cake and drinks were swallowed away in a matter of minutes and the family just lay back and had a good time. It was around 2:30 am when the parents got tiered and decided to go to bed.

Om a7mad, Reem and baby 7amoody left home. Their house was a two minute drive. Fa6oom also left, her house was only a two minute walk. A7mad as usual was gonna stay the night at Meera's place. She and he have been sharing a room together ever since, only a few months ago his mother said she wasn't gonna allow him to stay over at his Uncle's unless he sleeps in the guest room.

A7mad was helping Meera take all her un wrapped gifts up to her room.

"I can't believe you got me an iPad I mean how did you know I wanted one? Is it 3G? Oh this is so exciting. Thank you so much"

A7mad smile. "I always know what you want" 

As usual she didn't understand he was hitting on her. To Meera, a7mad is just like a really close brother, a best friend. Nothing more.

"I need to shower" she said and pounced into the bathroom.

A7mad lay back thoughtfully for the next half hour until she came out looking breath-taking. She was wearing a light pyjama shirt with Snoopy on it that reached to about her knees. Underneath she wore matching pink shorts only inches bellow her waist. Her wet brown hair was spread out in messy way on her shoulders.

"What?" she asked noticing him stare at her. 

"I got you something" he said and pulled out the red box from his pockets. 

"What's that?"

"Another birthday gift"

"But.."

"I know.  I just had to get you this uh here"

He opened the box and pulled out a long chain necklace with a big red heart dangling at the end. It was a pendant and the heart would open and he had carved the word he has always longed to tell her inside. 

He pulled her hair to one side and placed the chain around her neck.

"Its gorgeous" she exclaimed

A7mad smiled and she threw herself into his arms. He sighed when she loosened the hug. If it was up to him he'd never let go.

"Open it" he said

"Open what?" she had a confused expression on her face

A7mad hated that feeling that suddenly came to him. Telling Meera of how he felt for her was all he ever thought about since he was 15. But why did he have that ridiculous feeling that it wasn't the time? That this secret had to remain untold for a longer while. 

"Nothing" and he regretted saying  it immediately. It had to wait. He never knew why but some times instinct  was better to follow.

--------

Secrets Better Untold: Part 1

The peaceful music of the ocean's waves filled the atmosphere as Meera skipped along the sandy beach of Jumairah bare foot hand in hand with her boyfriend Saif. As the only child Meera's parent's spoilt her which explains why she was wearing tight jeans to about her knees and a simple t-shirt on top, her light brown hair tied up in a high pony-tail. Her family didn't mind her not wearing a shaila but they sure were gonna kill her if they ever find out about Saif. 

Her mother would never looked through her phone or her stuff. Finding out was quite a thin chance.

Saif was an 18 year old tall broad shouldered teenager with a gorgeous tan and messy dark hair. He was wearing a Barcelona footballers shirt and shorts. He was the typical careless boy who had failed year 11 and repeated it with Meera in his class. Meera and Saif always insisted that Saif's failure in 11th grade was their favourite mistake, as it was the reason they met in school.

" 'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say. Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no. We are beautiful in every single way!" Meera sang.

"Urgh please stop. Christina Aguilera will quit singing if she hears your version of the song!" Saif laughed

" Oh shut up! Ely ysmaa3 ygool Rashed al Majid is very proud of the way you sing his songs" Meera retorted 

Saif laughed again and pulled her towards him. He cupped her face in his hands and delicately planted a kiss on her lips. She can feel him smile against her lips as she kissed him back.

They parted and stared into each other's eyes dreamily for a second.

 "Was that my birthday kiss?" Meera asked. 

Saif sat down on the sand and patted the space beside him and Meera sat. 

"Why are you in such a hurry?". He looked at his watch. " We still have 15 minutes before midnight and before you turn 17". 

"I've never been the patient type". She sighed and stretched her feet so that when the tide went up the warm water of the sea tickled her toes.

---------

A7mad ran up the stairs of his uncle's house to where the party was taking place. He was Meera's cousin, a 20 year old gentlemen in his second year of university, majoring in business finance.

 His mother and Meera's mother were sorting out the cakes and the drinks on the table.

A 'Happy 17th Birthday' banner hung from the wall. 

 Fa6oom, Meera's next door neighbour was piling the presents on one side. 

A7mad felt the pocket of his kandora, the little box was there. He couldn't put with all the other presents, this one was special. He had to give it to Meera himself. 

Somewhere in the bundle of gifts was a wrapped collection of Meera's favourite perfumes that he had gotten for her and in another box the iPad 2. Exactly what Meera wanted.

But that little box in his pocket was going to relieve what he has kept a secret inside him for so long.

Meera's father, who is a7mad's uncle was fixing a camera on the tripod for the family pictures. A7mad's father wasn't very interested in his niece's birthday and so hadn't bothered to show up. 

"Halla 3amy Bu Meera", A7mad greeted.

"Ahlain a7mad sh7alk?" Bu Meera replied.

"Tamam wallah. Where's Meerooh?" he asked eagerly.

"She went out with her friend. She's meant to be back soon. At least we have time to sort stuff out. By the way your sister Reem was in the room changing your nephew's dipper and I heard her call for help but I ignored. You know that I always consider Reem like my own daughter and her son 7amood is like my own grandson but I'm not going near dippers", Bu Meera  said a7mad laughed at that.

"My Dad's the same too", a7mad said as he walked to Meera's room and absorbed the soft smell of perfume that she always wore. A smile spread across his face thinking of her.

"Reem?" he called. Reem was 5 years older than A7mad, married to a man named 5alid and has an adorable 1 year old son m7amad.

"Hi there little brother" she smiled. "I've been waiting for someone to come here. I need to go to the bathroom would you please sit with 7amoody here".

"He's asleep" A7mad said.

"That's what I thought and just when I opened the bathroom door he started to cry. Just sit with him for a few minutes until he's deeply asleep okay?"

"yeah sure", A7mad said and cuddled beside his nephew. 

Reem hurried to the bathroom locked the door behind her and felt her heart suddenly start to beat when she took out her phone and saw that she has five unread messages.

Two from her husband 5alid: 'Have fun at the party, love. Send my hello to Meerooh will ya?'

The second one said: 'I can't stay awake until you come back so I'm going to bed now. Give 7amoody a kiss from me and of course for you too. Goodnight 7ayati'

Reem rolled her eyes at her pathetic husband and quickly checked the three messages that interested her more.

The first said: 'Wainch Reem you promised to call'

The second: 'I miss your voice baby'

Third: 'Call me when your free I'm waiting for you'

These messages made her smile and she quickly dialled his number.

"Hallah s3eed I'm sorry I was busy", Reem whispered.

"3ady baby I'm used to you being busy. Are you sure you're not married and don't have any kids? Cause the only people I know who are that busy are married women"

"Oh come on how many times to have to assure you that I'm a hundred percent single" Reem lied "I'm all your's baby".

"Fdaaitch Reem. I really love you"

"I love you too s3eed" Reem smiled, with no trace of guilt for cheating on her husband. 

Author's note

My name is M7amad, 20 year old proud emirati

Okay so yeah I'm a guy and I write romance, got a problem with that?!

Not all emirati guys spend their weekends chasing girlS in Dubai mall, I on the other hand happen to be one of the very few who has always had an obsession with English Lit :)

I have posted most my stories on other websites like Fan Fiction and Wattpad but this time I wanted to base my story in our beloved city of life, Dubai <3

My story revolves around teenage love and the typical dilemma it beholds.

The story is inspired by real life events that I have either heard of from friends or witnessed around me, I must admit that one single plot is of my personal experience (I shall share which plot it is after I finish the story)

I should also warn that the story may contain ummm how should I word this some umm dirty-ish scenes I guess and some sexual references, not so much, I don't my readers to be uncomfortable but I'm used to posting in websites where most viewers are western and I think such scenes are necessary in romance novels. That's just my view of things I guess =)

I would like to dedicate this story to the memory of my mother (Allah yr7amha) who always supported my writing.

Please give my story a chance and don't reject the fact that it's written by a guy.

Thank you, M7amad bin G